hey all i am officially at a new address i have no phone number as of yet but i might have to get a cell phone. It is alright i don't care if the government hears everything i have to say. fucking small keyboard nbeverm oinfd fucks

i have a counter weeeeee i havent seen one of these since grade school

my first word was mine

aparently even as a child i was selfish.
My mom says it took me along time to do everything becuase i was lazy like i didn't talk untill 21 months didn't poty train untill 2 years

by the way i am still looking for any opinions on the meaning of life if you could just give me your personal view point of what you feel this is tell me.

i edited my monday post (yesterday fuck the days are long)

I lost twenty pounds. This is a bad thing. I am thinner and am probably more attractive but it doesn't feel right. I have been within five pounds of 220 for five years and now all of a sudden i am 200. I don't really know how or why i lost this weight but it probably has somehting to do with the fact that I am in school and cannot always afford the time or money to eat properly. Well actually ever. But this is the way i have been for 5 years why am suddenly lighter now.

I was used to my body at what it was and now i have to become acustomed to my body all over again. The reason i am actually whining about something that most people wish for is the fact that i do not understand why they wish for it.

I am finding my self cold alot. Without my previous insulation my core temperature seems to be lower. So i am wearing sweaters when i should be wearing t-shirts. This is one common side effect of losing weight. The ones who push beauty don't tell you this they sell you on the fact that your life will be better when you lose weight. I lost weight and i don't feel like i am any better then i was a couple of months ago. I don't feel like i am worth more then a fat person.

(i have to go to work now it is later then i thought i will add more to this post as an edit later on.)

alright it is later on and i will try to remember my original train of thought with this post.

I think that people put too much emphasis on their looks. I shouldn't even have to back this claim up. It is rediculous how much people will retard (yes that is the proper usage) their own lives becuase they feel they are not pretty or beautiful.

My contemplation of the fact that my life has not improved with my new thinner body. I was kind of under the deep down impression that my life would be better if i was better looking. I am ashamed to admit that i actually thought this. I was under the impression that i did not think this finding this out was a breakthrough. I think the realization that i lost 20 pounds and i was exactly the same as i was before was the metaphorical straw that broke the figmental camels back.

People retard themselves because they do not live how they should live becuase they do not feel that they are entitled. We are too afraid to admit this to ourselves and this is a reason why the problem is so bad. If you are to afraid to admit to yourself that you are not living to your full potential they you never will live to this full potential.

I find i am thinking about stuff like this becuase school is over for the year and my brain is now allowed to wander to it's fullest.

As you may have guessed by the previous blogs I recently watched Kill Bill. Quentin Tarantino's fourth movie. The thing I just don't understand though is why everyone liked this movie so much.

I was told many things after my friends had watched it in the theatre stuff like "best movie ever", "You will love this movie more then your own mother dale it is your movie." I will admit some of the stuff in the movie was pretty cool but the movie all in itself was really just so-so.

Why the hell does everyone like this movie so much and why the hell do they all look at me sideways when I tell them that it was not really all to great. It might be that I work in a movie store and now I am much more critical of movies but it seems like people are really liking crappy movies.

It all started with lost in translation. I remember how giddy I was when I had the DVD in my hot little hands and took it home to watch. "This movie is going to be soo good" I thought to myself. "It will be smart and intelligent and still funny. I will like it and not feel guilty because it was deemed a smart movie."

As you may have guessed I did not like lost in translation. I read an article in the national post or something about how all the people in Europe think we are crazy because we all liked lost in translation soo much and that it is actually a pretty dumb movie.

I have run into this problem a couple of times. I am all excited to see something "smart" and it turns out to be crap. If any of you read my article on Ernestine Shuswap gets her trout you know what I am talking about for those of you who don't I will explain. I had to watch a play for a class and this play was supposed to be ground breaking and tell the history of first nations in Kamloops. It was a "smart" play. There was one thing wrong with it was a piece of shit. People were all saying that it was good and intelligent but everyone knew it was bad and everyone was to afraid to say it. They were afraid to be the person who did not get the "smart" thing and be deemed stupid. These fears are retarded but are now abound in movies.

There are movies that people just won't say anything bad about because they are soo loved. (I know I keep writing so as soo but it is because it is a strong so) Kill Bill is apparently one of these movies. I ask people why they like the movie and they tell me because it was soo good. The movie is also supposed to be gory. Well it isn't there is a lot of light pink stuff that is supposed to be blood but there was only one instance of gore and that was when the little girl slit open the stomach of that perv in the bar.

It was said that the movie is only half of the story and that Tarantino actually intended for the two movies to be one movie. If this is the case then I can see why I did not entirely enjoy the first one because it seemed like nothing really happened. All she did was kill two of her five enemies. This is the problem that I had with them movie it is too simple. Five people tried to kill me now I must kill them. Follow me as I hack numerous subordinates into pieces along my travels of revenge. We will not really progress the story to a satisfactory amount in the hour and a half that we have ahead of us.

If the movie was meant to be seen as one instead of two, then make the fucking movie one instead of two.

movie awards
Best uma thurman drawing a rectangle with her finger that she means to be a square in a quentin tarantino movie
1. Pulp Fiction. when vince vega does not want to enter the dance competition and she says that he is being a square
2. Kill Bill. She is talking to victoria green or what ever that lady with the super hot ass's name is and she says we are all square.

other similarity between pulp and kill
1. fox force five
2. death list five
^^^^^^^^^^^^ same amount of sylables and everything yeah i know i am fucking geek get over it.

top six reasons why i hate easter.
1. I have never been on an easter egg hunt
2. if you were the bright colors people make fun of you
3. as i mentioned before it is on a different day every year just so that we can have a long weekend. It is on the first sunday after the first full moon after the equinox. But christmas is on the same day every year fucked.
4. the only reasons that the easter bunny hides his eggs is because he doesn't want anyone to know he fucks chickens.
5. Valentines day is a way better fake holiday that we have to eat chocolate on and i really hate valentines day
6. The cool cd store at the mall in my home town is closed so i can't go buy a fucking cd.

The king of kings is dead long live chocolate.

i was just contemplating how jesus dies on a different day every year. Easter Sunday was on the 20th last year so he is actually technically 9 days younger this year then last. hmm what don't they just make religions make sense.

Melissa to Danielle
"I had a bite of your chocolate muffin yesterday."

My roomate Jamie says to me as i am heading out the door to go to a house party on friday night "Dale do you want some icecream"
I stand there for few minutes weighing beer store ice cream and decide beer store "No i have to get to the beer store before it closes" As i am heading out the door i add "Besides i have to save me appetite becuase i'm going to be eating pussy all night."

Movie award
Movie with a cool ass name that i can't watch
1. River of death. It just looks way too shitty
2. I eat your flesh. I actually started watching this 1971 movie just becuase the plot sounded so cool. It had a book writer who goes to voodoo island to write a book about virgin sacrfices. He goes in sane and then there are zombies. Yeah i watched ten minutes and turned it off it was amazingly crappy.